I wrote this in such a hopeful time, it deserves to be posted again now in the heat of summer.
Hope Comes 1. As the rational fades away a new force chaotic architecture emerges its face like a firefly saying this too is The Way in. 2. The one word that best describes me is poet. Two words: buoyant seeker. 3. Dear Pickle, be safe through this birth and life even in death. Dear (cat, kitten) Pickle, I can only dedicate my time with you to loving you. I love you more than any being has ever loved and equally just the same. 4. I don’t know who you are or why you wondered here beside me in front of a waiting room television turned to FOX or as a friend on facebook. But still, I hope you feel wrapped in a blanket of love, even if you would not meet my eye, greet me, or sing with me in and out loudly but impossible in an ocean of Quaker silence. 5. I am a bounty - the harvest - the first Thanksgiving - a reproduction of feasts... You are a vegan. I am ham. You are kosher. This is a dirty pickle. We float together offering grace to a time of Easter. 6. I did not know I was perfect until today pausing to think of you and you are perfect too. Like solid colors propped against the backdrop of time. 7. When I stop making much sense... That is when my beauty unfolds. Stop for just one second the “grandiose” diagnostic and call me a creative genius of spiritual proportions. 8. “Enough is enough.” But I can’t go to bed. In my mind I imagine Libby tickled pink knowing that every word to inch off my tongue will be poetry. Aware that actually the whole world WILL ONE DAY STOP DYING. Born Free Again!!! 9. Every word I use brings this farther from the truth I worry. But then I see that you have witnessed my humanity. And humanity IS truth. Truth is God. God is (God) too. 10. Am I insane? Or just speculatively planning my escape to a fact, one that I am just fine as I am no matter what happens? 11. Usually my poems are more of tangibles, visions of things that grant me hope and peace. Tonight I speak of nothing but my thoughts convincing myself forever that they are good and right. 12. And if ever you doubt that there is hope in the world, think again of ripples growing to waves to crash on a shore of hopeful shellfish and twisting sandpipers rising to the bate of life.